14/12

Yeah we had a good time yesterday
But I know something is going to happen 
Yeah Im right 
Its happening right now
I hate this feeling , U know that
I hate U like this , U know that 
I am mad with U ,
Every time , with the same reason
Want to find yourself back ?
Maybe I can say FUCK U this time 
I know its bad but I already boring with this reason
U always thinking of yourself
U don't care of my feeling 
Yeah man I am doing everything to fulfill your demandssssssss
Including letting U go 
Can U please do something for me?
I hate U 
I hate everything about U 
Why do I love U ?
U are not that good
U don't want me to cry but U always make me cry
K fine , this time I think Im really going to leave U even I can't
Coz I feel that I make U lost yourself
U don't know my feeling
Please don't put all the blame on me
Im ...
Still loving U while Im writting this ,
But I will make it not one day
We have no more one day 
Everything just end like a dream
We were just a dream !

10/12

 Hey U ,
I miss u so much
Even u are texting with me everyday
Please don't push me to him
I like U
I want U
I don't like him
I don't want him
I know my feeling
I know it
Don't u feel sad to push me away to be his girlfriend?
I know even u are sad ,
U will do the same too
Bcoz u think he is better than u
No , I don't think so
U grow me up a lot ,
U make my mind more matured
U make me stronger
I love U
Dear , I really miss u so much ❤ 

Some Truths

She treats me like a sister ,

She text me when she feels down 

She text me when she needs somebody to talk

She share her problems with me

And she is my ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend

Coz they broke up recently

She ask for my help to text that guy bcoz he never reply her

And I do it 

But the guy don't reply me

Its okay 

But today I saw him on FB 

So I tried to chat with him and ask bout their relationship

He got reply but then he gone

After few hours , he text me

And I ask him again

Then he say he don't know

But after that he say that he still can't forget me even we had broken up more than a year

And I ask him am I the reason that they broke up?

He say yes bcoz he still love me

Get shocked

I feel so sorry to the girl

But what can I do?

I don't want the girl to mad at me

And I don't want her to be sad

So then I ask the guy to explain to the girl with other reason

He say he can do anything for me

Did I do anything wrong?

How can I make that guy to forget me?

Just an answer that I need

1st Truth - He still love me

2nd Truth - I am the reason that they break up

What should I do now?